Story Of My Life

obsessed with kpop

2010-05-30T19:41:00.000-07:00

okay, so lately i've been stuck with kpop and korean singers...

its like i'm sudddenly so obsessed with them more than american singers(no offense though).

so i guess i'm gonna intro a few of my kpop loves here.

1. After School

Its a new girl band. I think they're very strong and i love their dances and songs. Its like WOW

to me.... so i fell in love with them straightaway. I especially love the rapper Bekah (she's the

youngest, omg!) and also the leader Park Kahi. She's a great GREAT GREAT dancer, AHH!

their 3rd single BANG!

2. 2NE1

it's a four member group and i love them all! Park Bom, she's cute she's pretty and sings great.

Her solo, You And I, i loved it so so so much. CL, the leader and rapper, she has attitude. Minzy,

she's funny and she really grooves. And Dara, she has great vocals too.

3. TVXQ! / DBSK
To be truthful, i'm not as obsessed with them like the rest of the girl groups alright. Personally i

prefer girl groups than guy groups. yeah, i'm weird. but among all the guy bands, i guess i love

the most. and my dear friend, she's a REALLY BIG FAN of TVXQ and maybe it kinda influences

me too. but seriously this band is worth it.

They have their own sense of style, and their music, i just cant resist it.

Mirotic.♥

O Jung Ban Hap.♥

Rising sun ♥

Break out♥

Bolero♥

4. So Nyu Shi Dae/ Girls Generation

Pretty famous among teens here... Consists of 9 girls, yeah they're all pretty! (i suppose all

koreans are pretty huh??)

(from left to right)

sooyoung - ahh! she's really prettyy and. her voice's kinda special to me. its easy to recognize..

tiffany- soft voice but very nice, love all her harmonizing parts

seohyun - maknae! (the youngest). nice voiece. and she plays the piano too!

yoona-a very fine actress too

hyoyeon - definitely a great dancer

yuri, - shes hot!

jessica - great vocals too

sunny - i looove her voice! very sweet...

taeyeon- great vocals, very powerful..

so that's pretty much about the kpop singers that i love. Of course there's still the solo singers

like Son DamBi, Baek Ji Young... they are all great. yeah, i love them all!

♥♥ ♥

dong fang dinner

2010-02-20T07:36:00.000-08:00

IT's NEW YEAR! woots.. well.. though one week has already passed by...
yes, very fast... times flies during the holidays....

tonight, i had a TIGERIFIC night! okay, so i was at this dinner (well it was free so i simply attended :P) - with Dong Fang and other chinese orchestras...

food? it wasn't too bad... han ming had two full servings... i wonder how he managed to finish it.. his plate was like a mountain full of food (meats only in fact)....

and why isi it so tigerific? not about the food (normally i'll be eating like the most but nahh, not tonight - was kinda full)... but about the angpao i received. 50 ringgit cash! (yeah, OHMIGOD!)..

and also my lucky draw prize - some sort of speaker(dunno how to describe it)! yay, my luck is coming back....haha.. was thinking of renovating my house and make some room for a studio.... lol.... my dream house~

tigerific much? both times i went up to receive the prizes, i was like, "HUH? ME?! can't be..." well, most probably coz they called my chinese name, and it has been so long since i hear people calling me that name, so yeah.... for that instant moment, i couldnt even remember my chinese name.....

oh yeah, i met a lot of 三姑六婆 in the toilet. i wonder how they can spend their time in the toilet for so so long, and the toilet is like so ewww.......(a lot of perfume smell)...

and there was this bunch of kids, twins in fact, they were so soooooooo cute!! i dont even know them and they kept on saying goodbye to us and even blew kisses non stop until they left .... (kids nowadays......ahhh! lovely arent they~~)

new year new resolution

2010-01-12T04:56:00.000-08:00

new year new resolution??
sigh.....
i'm still lazy, lagging off at everything.....

2009-12-21T21:14:00.000-08:00

i was bored and took out some old school magazines and flipped through the

pages....

thinking way back into the year 2006... i was still in form 1 then. was still kinda

quiet and shy .

well i needed time to adapt to the new faces around me... (i cant remember much)

in2007, boom! suddenly i went all busy. spent most of my school days looking for

thousands ofexcuses to skip class legally *winks*. well me and a bunch of friends

were up for a sketch so youknow, we spent our time "practising". yea but it was fun

though... also joined more clubs and became more active........

2008, hah! PMR! but it didnt really bother me until half a year went by...... before

that i was still laid back, and guess what, the sketch reprises. we had another

chance to present the sktch. but

we decided to make a film out of it. yeah i still have it, and it always humours me

everytime i watch it...... xD i also joined the choir competitions,and not to forget

that i got involved with CHESS! pitiful huh? i did not know how to play english

chess until i was 15. and immediately i joined some grand competition, the

sarawak open. i was a noob in chess, absolutely! i couldnt even beat a SMALL

KIDDY, say aged 8 to 9? =.= oh, not to forget i spent endless night dreaming that i

got eaten up by bishops and knights....

2009! ok, its a major change. morning session, wear ties, wake up early, more

homeworks (mostly still unfinished) . blahhhh......... and i met MISS

MIAOMIAO~~ somehow we became close even though i barely knew her. well most

probably because she joins every activity that i joined. coincidence much? (i know

she would be showing her SENGE smile-according to herself-IF she reads this)

became more busy with club activities - choir, CO, st john.... some more when

you're holding a post. sigh... in class, hmm... i slept most of the time because i was

bored out by the teachers, and i loved sitting right at the centre of the class-nice

view!

and its alomost the end of 2009 , i felt like - its just the beginning - the first day of

that boring orientation week. i would say that this year is like the most relaxing

one in my sec school years.

somehow we havent grew up from our childhood and still love to have fun with

lame stuff(greenians are famous for that).............

i wonder what would next year be like?

holidays

2009-12-16T00:16:00.000-08:00

this holiday.... lets see.. what have i been up to?

shopping
movies
orchestra practice
st john meetings
tuition (JANICE, where have you been?!)
piano
dancin
writing explosive scores
SLEEPING!
facebook (as always)
christmas concerts
mini pipa performance

Oh yeah, and i also visited BJA's church and the choir.... kinda cool... love their choir singing style

so much even though they sang in chinese.. And also, i wanna say that my Mandarin standard

dropped a lot since i didnt take chinese for almost half a year.. Even the simple simple words,

ohGosh! (you can ask shirley how i stuggle during the choir practice...)

And i'll be attending a st john training camp by he end of this month... A VERY MINI MINI

CAMP! come on lah, people, why dont wanna join.....

hollywood cafe

2009-11-19T07:42:00.000-08:00

Just another outing with friends today... steamboat+bbq this time...

Oh, we went to Hollywood Cafe(according to the 'organiser', its opposite Boulevard -- well its hidden up by trees tho lighted up with colorful bulbs)

Yeah, it was fun, you know its always fun with friends around....♥ ♥ ♥
Okay, i admitted i didnt eat that much, well, somehow i wasnt very hungry... all i ate was meat meat meat fishball and somekind of curly stuff....

and i just realised that JANICE is a SEAFOOD FREAK! should see the amount of crabs prawns and oysters that she grabbed.... O-M-G we cried!

then it was time for shopping! ok, it was kinda scary walking along the street at night... you know, under the trees some more, wind gushing by, cars and motorcycles swooshed by... i can still feel the coldness.... i almost wanted to hold shirley's hand TIGHTLY--- i'm scared :S

stepped into boulevard, and guess what? we met Zheng Yang! haha... well we all didnt expect that...

and the rest of time i wasted my time looking for something for Mom. and i couldn't decide over a handbag for her or a simple necklace. i chose the necklace at last, since she doesnt really have one.

and also i couldnt decide whether to buy a party bag or not! it was like LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT.... i loved it immediately i saw it. but. $$ problem..... sigh, sigh, sigh....
same goes to Shir.. i know i would regret not buying it. but yeah i'll also regret buying it..... oh well... i kinda miss it now :J

meaningful...

2009-10-31T09:40:00.000-07:00

生气，

就是拿别人的过错

来处罚自己。

一个人的快乐，

不是因为他拥有得多，

而是因为他计较得少。

静坐常恩己过，

闲谈默论人非。

farewell celebration

2009-10-31T09:26:00.000-07:00

today was great fun......................
like i expected....

and i lost my voice!!! T_T

crazy month

2009-10-30T08:03:00.001-07:00

It has been a really busy and crazy month...
well, u know, exam month...

first, had been busy preparing for the freaking exam, wanted to do my best...
but now i'm really surprised about my results........

second, still thinking of designs... sigh....

third, the exam's finally over! XD XD XD XD
and today, i went out to the spring! did some shopping for a *ahem,ahem* a special occasion! ....
(its still a secret)....

and i'm really really excited about tomorrow! there's sure gonna be lotsa fun~~

confession

2009-09-28T07:50:00.000-07:00

i have to confess, but i do feel better now.
i'm reaally really sorry if i've hurt anyone.
i know i was aggressive, and mentally abused, and went sort of off my mind.....
finally i went bananas.
its over. i'm happy and everyone's happy. i think.
well we all grew up.... thanks for the special advice....
i wish its a cinderella story ending..

sloganize

2009-09-26T06:33:00.000-07:00

I find this funny...

Go to: http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi
Put your name in, and generate slogan after each question.
Tag 10 people including me.

1. What do you say to yourself every morning?

The Best Part of Waking Up is Michelle in Your Cup

2. What do you want other people to say about you?

I saw Michelle and I thought of you.

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is…

Hungry? Why Wait? Grab a Michelle

4. How would you answer a booty call?

What's In Your Michelle

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?

Exceedingly Good Michelle

6. To someone you dislike?

Get Back Your 'Ooo' With Michelle

7. You’re in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?

It's Good To Talk Michelle

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say…

It's Not TV. It's Michelle

9. You’re failing a subject, you say…

Hand-Built by Michelle

10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?

Tonight, Let It Be Michelle

11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her…

Look For The Michelle Label

12. Someone told you you’re an asshole, you tell them…

Michelle makes everything better.

13. What are the best words to describe you?

Michelle Stays Sharp 'til The Bottom of the Glass

14. If you’re going to have a movie about your life, the title is…

Make the most of Michelle.

15. Your last words before you die…

Good to the last Michelle.

16. Your message to a special someone..

It Does Exactly What It Says On The Michelle

17. Title of this post will be…

To Our Members, We're the Fourth Emergency Michelle

I shall tag...

anyone who wants to do this :)

tasteless

2009-09-26T02:50:00.000-07:00

i'm tired. after so much commotion, we've finally came to a conclusion for the costume.

well now it doesnt seem like a costume anymore. it's a uniform!! yes! think about school uniform, ughhh..... (the only uniform i seem to like is the st john's.. cheers to st johns!) anyway, its all because of this silly idea,that we're a uniform body we need to have a uniform bla bla bla bla bla! ya i agree we DO need a uniform, but just the tshirt will do lah..why waste money on a UNIFORM!? its a COSTUME that we need. we're performers, a DIFFERENT kind of uniform body! and they still compare us to st john.. what the Sh** lah man... (sounds like siti?) st john has uniform because they need to march marh........ we need uniform to PERFORM? excuse me..... and come on, at least st john have different versions of uniforms for girls and guys. not the same unisex type lah..... ==

pissed?yeah! tired? definitely. i dont feel like arguing anymore. after all what i've done seemed useless for now. at least i'm happy. a little. i've got 11 votes! yay! the vest got 13 votes. it's a really close one. if only that hanming would make up his mind.....==

i've spent my time just for them(and myself also lah), i want them to look good, but i ended up with nothing. well at least some people still support my idea. and i still dont understand why wont they accept such a traditional gifting of elegance (get what i mean?), and rather accept a modern vest that you could find it anywhere in town, online etc. the main point is its not unique ENOUGH. and of course, coffee or tea?? sounds familiar?

i'm sorry if i've insulted, but thats just my personal opinion. i dont like it you see..all i wanted to do is share a bit classy look in them, us i mean. i think ive wasted enough energy and saliva convincing people. i dont wanna care anymore. i think my heart sort of broke and stopped beating for a moment today. literally...they wanna perform with vests? go ahead. i'm fine with it now. i'll just try and help make the best out of it --if its possible ............not using my design? i'll make one for myself! XD

New blog skin

2009-09-23T07:55:00.000-07:00

Just changed into this skin yesterday... with some help from Janice.. XD

Like it? I do! A lot! Especially the picture of the dancer... SHe shows so much passion and emotion. I love her.... =)
And that's why i chose this skin!

I still have a little trouble with the comments part.... I have no idea how to set it right...
Sorry about that, and i guess i cant have people posting comments until i fix it.... Sigh.. :(

Haha.. min jing, the one with lots of comments!

CO Exam Day

2009-09-19T06:26:00.000-07:00

well, normally I sit for exams, but this time round, no. I WAS THE EXAMINER!

you must have thought it was so cool... but in fact... it wasnt.....

indeed it was my first experience. If you were to ask me how i felt being an examiner, I would tell you, its not easy, and its very tiring! I finally understand why most piano examiners never really smile at you (except one I've met so far...).

Come on, imagine you have to listen to so many people playing the same thing all over again... UGhhhhhhhhhh! Feel the boredom? well, unless they really really impress you of course...

I admitted I nearly fell asleep just by listening to them... :P (no offense to those juniors though)
I thought I'd rather practice pieces.. haha.. Well for once! Coz normally I'd prefer not practising.......and find thousands of excuses to teach people... =DD

Not only its boring, its difficult to give marks to candidates either......It's like, I dont know, you're good, but not that good, what should you deserve? Its tough situation..... And the comments part... HAH!! I later found out that I was the most lenient examiner..... Yikes! you should see the marks SOME examiner gave...... I nearly fainted.......

After the exams.......
I showed off the design that we came out with to most people...... Comments?

Wow! I like it!
Why is there a ****?
Shouldnt it be other colour?
It doesnt look like huayue....
I dont like it. Too boring..not attractive at all......

please, show us some moral support.......... Me shirley and liphin spent like the whole day with just a design!! And its not like all completely done.... since we need help from the press company........

The Old Man II

2009-08-24T21:57:00.000-07:00

yea like i promised.. this is the 2nd post about the old man.

This is the interview between him and a guy from SMK Sungai Maong. His name? Elvin Tai? Alvin Toh? (i cant remember)..

anyway, here it is...
Note: Dr stands for the old man and El stands for that guy whom i dont know the name.

El: *knock, knock*
*hentak, hentak*
*salute* Good afternoon sir!
Mr: *phone ringing* *went outside to talk*
Dr: good afternoon. *mumbles smth again*
El: can i take a seat?
Dr: NO!
El: WHY?!
Dr: because you havent report yourself!
El: My name is Elvin Tai (smth smth)....
Dr: WAIT! your officer is not here yet, so i cannot start the interview!
El: Ok! i'll go outside and help you SEEK for him. *rushed outside*
*found Mr - Mr still talking on the phone*
few minutes later....

Mr: *went inside the room through back door*

El: *knock knock*
*hentak hentak* *salute*
Good afternoon, Sir!
Dr: good afternoon. okay we may start now.
El: Ok, now i would like to introduce myself. My MOTHER, gave me a name of Elvin Tai (smth smth). I am (bla bla bla bla bla) this year and I am from Sungai Maong, Kuching, Sarawak, Malaysia.
Dr: ok, you may sit now.
El: *sits*
Dr: so do you like st john?
El: OH! Of course! Defininitely!!! *sarcastic tone*
Dr: why?
El: hmm. you know why? because ar, u see pbsm, their uniform white white like that, like white man. whereas st john ar.. we wear black black like black man. more manly mar...
Dr: owhh owhh... i see i see
Dr: now can you demonstrate something about marching?
El: No problem! now i am going to cepat jalan. *demo cepat jalan* *henti*
ok, when i henti, i walk walk then duup duuup.
Dr: wrong, thats not how u henti! you do it again.
El: correct larh... walk walk, then duup duup!
Dr: no no thats not the way.....nevermind...
Dr: ok, i think thats all for you now.
El: oh really?! thank you sir, thank you sir, thank you sir.... *90 degree bow 4 or 5 times*
* turns to Mr* Thank you Mr Lau~~~
El: *walks out of the room swaying here and there like orang mabuk*

and that's when i heard his story..... haha, it was very funny seeing his expression and all. too bad it cant really be felt through this post.

PS some parts may be missing....

The Old Man I

2009-08-24T07:50:00.000-07:00

WARNING: THIS WILL BE AN EXTREMELY LONG

POST.

I would like to introduce you to a new person i met today.. well he's my examiner for the promotion thinghy, but i treat him more like my grandpa.

He has white hair like typical grandpas and speaks in a ruffled-mumbled-rumbled tone... you know lah, old people marh (oooops... it should be MATURED people)

oh and one more thing, his english is broken-broken-broken-broken-broken... we all certainly had a hard time understanding what he's trying to say i'm sure... haha.. it was funny though, thinking how many times i say "sorry" or "pardon" or "huh" or "i dont understand" for just A SIMPLE QUESTION! but cannot blame him lah, he may not be english educated mar..... (no offence :D)

not only that, he kinda beh song you when you can speak more fluent english than him! geezz man.... then guess what he did? he twisted the question all way round until you're confused then he feels so happy == (i caught him grinning..)

and this is our conversation from the minute i stepped into the room............................
Note: Dr stands for the old man.. Mr stands for Mr Lau

-------------------------------------------Part 1-----------------------------------------------
*knock, knock*
*hentak**hentak* *salute*
Me: good afternoon sir....
Dr: gooddr afterrnoonnnrr.. rmfffmmaddaed bla bla bla... *didnt understand what he said*
*dont care, just sit down*
Me:Thank you sir...
Dr: did i ask you to sit down? no rite? then why are you sitting?
Me: Huh?? *totally blur*
Dr: did you ask her to sit down?
Mr: no
Me:*still blur* oh sorry....*stand up*
* still standing up staring at him blurly*
Dr: what are you supposed to do now?
Me: *what the sh@T* oh.. my name is michelle. i'm 16 this year. from cadet no. 6 combined division smk green road.
Dr: *glares at my name tag--so damn perverted* from where?
Me: kuching.
Dr: where in kuching?
Me: SMK Green Road
Dr: which school?
Me: *didnt you just ask me that?!?!* SMK GREEN ROAD!
Dr: where?
Me: *what is freaking wrong with you?! alzheimer's disease?* Kuching!
Dr: can you just say it in full?
Me: == cadet no.6 combined division smk green road kuching. *GOSH! this is going to be SO tough*
Dr: okay, why are you here today?
Me: i'm here for the interview for the promotion of NCOs..
Dr: what are NCOs?
Me: Non-commissioned officers.
Dr: No, no. what is NCO?
Me: huh? non-commisioned officers...
Dr: No, no. *getting impatient*
I mean, what NCO are you ? *cheh! say properly la*
Me: seargeant.
Dr: ok, tell me about the stripes of seargeant.
Me: well, seargeant has.....
Dr: just draw it out will you?
Me: oh okay....
*1st drawing done*
Dr: are you sure its like this?
Me: yes. it has three stripes what..
Dr: have you seen a seargeant before?
Me: ya... *of coz lah, unless i'm not human...haha..*
Dr: just rub that off.. draw another time..
*2nd drawing--more 3D effect*
Dr: Ya, ya, yes, yes. not bad.... come back and take a seat....
Me: *got difference merh? whatever*.....

-------------------------------------------Part 2-----------------------------------------------
Dr: okay, michelle. do you like st john?
Me: *that's easy* ya, sort of.. ya quite...
Dr: why do you like st john?
Me: erm i like to do charity work, and.. i like to help the sufferings and needy....
Dr:okay so u like st john... how long have you been in st john?
Me: i joined st john since form 2 year end.. (i know its the wrong answer, mistaken that with another club, but it doesnt matter i guess)
Dr: have you passed your first aid?
Me: yes, last year.
Dr: what is you marking?
Me: huh? sorry?
Dr: Mark.. mark... *pointing to uniform*
Me: SOrry?!
Dr: your mark...
Me: *helpless* *stare at Mr*
Mr: 你的分数...
Me: oh.. 60 plus....
Dr: no no the mark....
Mr: *looks blank also*
Me: what??
Dr: you still dont understand my question..
Me: ya i dont understand *obviously*
Dr to Mr: how to make her understand?? *still pointing at uniform*
Me: ohhh... the passing mark for first aid is 60 and after i pass my first aid, i get to wear uniform.
Dr: what is the difference before you passed your first aid and after you passed your first aid?
Me: *wadda, same question!* *fine* after i learn first aiding, i know the proper treatment so that i can help people, and of course i get to wear my uniform which i cant before passing my first aid.
Dr: no no u still dont understand my question...i mean what is the mark.. the rank after passing your first aid?
Me: no rank.. its just that i get to wear uniform. only qualified members can wear their uniforms. qualified members as in members who have passed their first aid! *how many times do u need me to repeat?*
Dr: okay okay nevermind.. so what type of 1st aid have you passed.
Me: basic 1st aid.
Dr: what other first aids are there also in st john?
Me: there's adult first aid when i join the adults as in become an adult member. and also advanced first aid.
Dr: tell me the difference.
Me: between?
Dr: tell me the difference.
Me: what difference do you want? ==
Dr: adult first aid and advanced first aid. you passed your first aid right?
Me: *pissed* in adult first aid, you get to learn more detailed work of first aiding. and you may go for public duty also. in advanced first aid, there will be more detailed work than adult first aid.
Dr: so u mean, you pass your basic first aid you cannot go for public duty?
Me: yes i can, provided theres the officers or seniors there to supervise.
Dr: and that's not the difference between adult first aid and advanced first aid and basic first aid.
*turns to Mr*
Dr: can you explain it to her what is the difference?
Mr: in advanced first aid and adult first aid,more equipment is used bla bla bla bla bla...
Me: ohhhhh...
Dr: now you see? and i want to make a correction here. there's nothing known as adult first aid but there is advanced first aid. cannot blame you also lah, coz you never being examined in these
things mar..*laughs*
Me: *laughs also* ya ya ya.. there's no adult first aid?!
Dr: No, only advanced first aid.....
Me: ohh.. i made a mistake there so sorry. *but i clearly remembered that mr kho ever tell me theres adult first aid* ==

-------------------------------------------Part 3-----------------------------------------------
Dr: okay, so you're going to be the seargeant right?
Me: yes.
Dr: how many times how you lead in marching?
Me: well, this is my first year as a commander.
Dr: no no times...how many times?
Me: times?
Dr: ya times. how many times? u know footdrill right? foot drill is same like kawad. kawad is same like foot drill.
Me: * i also know lah...... apunene~* er.. we have training every week starting from the month of June.........
Dr: how many times?
Me: *what the....* 20 plus lah i guess....
Dr: okay so why do you think footdrill is important?
Me: okay, i think its important becoz it trains us to be more disciplined, we learn to be more attentive, we also learn how to obey commands........
Dr: can u demonstrate to me how to kawad?
Me: as in i command it out?
Dr: ya ya..oh no no.. just demonstrate.
Me: *you are truly a-pu-ne-ne!* okay. *demo hentak kaki* this is hentak kaki. *demo pusing kanan* this is kanan pusing. *demo pusing kiri* this is kiri pusing.
Dr: thats all you have? wat about cepat jalan?
Me: *demo cepat jalan* this is cepat jalan.....
Dr: can u tell me the uses of kiri pusing and kanan pusing and cepat jalan?
Me: *deep breath* kiri pusing and kanan pusing is used to change the direction if we're not in the correct positions. cepat jalan is to march apast the Datuks in a parade.......
Dr: ya ya.. true...just now what was the first word u said about kawad?
Me: discipline.
Dr: u said discipline?
Me: yes i said discipline. ==
Dr: tell me why...
Me: because... when u kawad, for example cepat jalan u have to raise your hands 90 degrees. if you dont youre not disciplined thats why kawad trains us to be disciplined.
Dr: can you walk over there and walk normally. imagine u're not in st john now. not in st john ehy. like go shopping whatever. and demonstrate how u walking.
Me: *I wanted to do a catwalk to kek him--- but no i didnt* *demo normal walking*
Dr: now u demo walking in footdrill
Me: *demo cepat jalan* ( I totally feel like an anak patung of that apunene old man!)
Dr: so this is what u called disciplined?
Me: yes, because i have to raise my hands 90 degrees mar..
Dr: okay, now you give a few commands and demonstrate it. say squad.
Me: squad.
Dr: squad.
Me: squad.
Dr: give a few commands starting from squad la.
Me: squad akan bergerak ke kanan bertiga tiga ke kanan pusing. *kanan pusing*
squad dari kiri cepat jalan *cepat jalan*
Dr: now you try to walk backwards with cepat jalan style.
Me: *simply walk-- like Russian march*
Dr: stop right there. is that possible? why?
Me: nope. its impossible. its impossible to walk/march backwards mar....
Dr: now go over there and write OBEY...
Me: *spelling test har? good...* *writes O-B-E-Y*
Dr: you know the meaning of obey?
Me: aha.
Dr: u know the meaning?
Me: Ya! *wadda, so insulting!*
Dr: okay now come over here again. now i want you to not obey my instruction...
Me: okay?
Dr: move there.
Me: *not moving- not obeying mar*
Dr: yes thats right. thats not obeying.
Me:yup.
Dr: now go over there again and write the word FOLLOW
Me: *writes F-O-L-L-O-W*

*the next few minutes, he gave me lecture about obeying and not obeying and following and not following*

-------------------------------------------Part 4-----------------------------------------------
Dr: okay michelle. i think thats all for today.
Me: ok! *wow so relieved--wanted to move edi--until...*
Dr: Wait. can you just go over there and write my FULL NAME?
*his phone rang--talked on the phone*
Me: *writing D-r-D-r-i-p-i-n-a-k-S-a-k-o-i*
*glance at Mr*
Mr: change the a-k!
Me: *good! someone helped me..* *writing D-r-D-r-i-p-i-n-a-n-a-k-S-a-k-o-i*
(Yes, that's his name. If you've been wondering all these while... )

*he finished his business*
Dr: yes, yes. good good. as you can see, theres a Dr there. that means i have the highest ranking. i'm so sorry that i twisted you around today, but u know, i have the highest ranking. you're going to be a seargeant, rite?
Me: Yes. *can i go now??????*
Dr: ya. that's why i'm here to teach you all these stuff so that u can lead people.
Me: owwwhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
Dr: ya, like last time, i got a diploma, then i advanced into degree, then post graduate studies and i have master, and now i have a Dr. so you see its the highest and i'm terribly sorry that i have been twisting you all around...........
Me: Ya ya i understand...
Dr: so i guess that's all.
Me: *BEAMS* Sure!

*hentak**hentak* *salute*

Me: thank you sir! goodbye sir!

*door closing*

BOY! and was i relieved........................

and how i wish i have a photo of him right now....

PS i'm gonna write another version of story about The Old Man someday....

Names.Nicknames.Funky names.

2009-08-23T07:27:00.000-07:00

I found out in facebook that MICHELLE actually stands for,

merry
imaginative
cheerful
high-pitched
enlighted
lucky
lucky
enlighted

haha...quite ngam larh....

last time i did a research and found that michelle means : Who is like God?
i feel doubtful about that though...

and these are a few names named or called by people:

Monkey - my old nickname by Fishy
Mi-sha-le by shirley and sometimes janice
Mic-quelle by lydia and tiong
A-pu-ne by jordy
Salad (from Sha-le) also by jordy
Miss CPR/Miss Dummy by Mr Lau
Rice Snow Kid (米雪儿) by Mr Ang ==
Mishaeol also by Mr Ang
Auntie by Joshua
Chelle-chelle/chelle by most people
Michelle drink("lim") honey by cornelius and terence
Michelin Wheels also by cornelius and terence
A-piu-nene (edited version of a-pu-ne) by arianne and siti

-.-

2009-08-13T21:19:00.000-07:00

i just got back from the hospital.. and i thank God i was back!! cheers..

well, abdominal pain was the case..
and i wanted to say that

I HATE THE LIFE IN THE HOSPITAL!
so damn booooooring~ just sitting there like statue and watching the two ah-mas opposite my ward.. haha...

luckily shirley and some other people texted me last nite, which kept me away from boredom and kept my hands busy.. XD

I MISS SCHOOL and all the fun! and speaking about school, i cant concentrate at all in studying... apunene o~~
i am so going to fail this time's exam.

i'm so nuts!!

2009-08-08T02:50:00.000-07:00

yes, i'm nuts i know. about clothes and costumes and hairstyles, blah... the list goes on....

well, today there was CO meeting. they suggested that i'll guide the ''design team'' for the concert. fyi, design team(to them) - designing posters and tickets.
i said i wanted to do the costume stuff. they sort of banned me from doing that, said that we will be wearing black and whites (knew it!)for the performance.
thinking: GOSH man, IS the world no other colours except blacks and whites?
and my response? you know it.....
they told me that the teacher is going to make vests for everyone to match the old red-red costume. my heart broke. really!!
and they told me they dont have enough $$$$$ to make costumes(my design), but they have $$$$$ to make vests. i'm really speechless and i admit that i 'beh song' the idea.

i dont know why, but i'm getting paranoid these days. especially when people doesnt seem to accept my design and opinions. hmm... too sensitive unnecessarily i guess....

i just hope and hope and hope the ''design team" includes designing costumes and taking care of make up and hairstyles of all the performers. i still think that we need those kind of stuff for the concert. maybe i'm stubborn but i dont care. from the bottom of my heart, i really would like OUR orchestra to look good on stage( talking about appearance here), at least more professional marh.... well, i dont like the vests and blacks and whites (no offence though), its just too simple and plain maybe - like waitresses and waiters? i think that would be perfectly suitable for semi-formal stuffs like i mentioned. as for this grand grand GRAND concert, well... u know what i want lah...

these girls look so beautiful....oh! cant help admiring them XD

didnt they say they wanted to upgrade our image to prove to some other people???

unlucky tuesday

2009-08-04T04:37:00.000-07:00

I went out shopping with shirley and janice today.
last minute planning.. thats why we wore school uniforms..
looked so senge.. haha.. but then also saw quite a few people in school uniform lepaking there...

well, we were out searching for birthday presents...
and....
we havent even started shooping and...

1st unlucky thing happened : money lost!
sucks man.... that means we have less money to spend.. SO SAD!!!

2nd thing: we wanted to buy soft toys. we were in such a hurry that we simply went into an individual shop. the things there quite pretty but very very expensive. we later saw cheaper but also quite pretty soft toys in another shop. = = (we planned to cut cost edi!)

3rd thing: i left my deposit counter ticket in shirley's pocket. and she was gone when i remembered about it. so lame ar me... sorry, shirley!! pity her dad for driving here and there..... :(

4th thing:this happened in school earlier on. finally, i got the guts to show the costumes i designed to miss president. but, i think we sort of ended up in an argument. GEEZZ!
all i wanted to say was:
"Just get everyone to pay for the costume on individual basis, why should we use club money? it'll make life easier as we dont need to run here and there just to pinjam a costume. U know it's very troublesome, dont you? What if the person cant wear it?
So the best solution I think is make a perfectly tailored costume of ur own and wear it for performances more often. Why are we always wearing black and whites for performances? For that, we can just wear it for semi-formal performances. And the ceongsam for more formal ones! Yes, it'll be very expensive i know, but it's worth it! provided you wear it larh...and if you dont want the costume after you finish form 5, just sell it secondhand to juniors?? and since now we're in the H1N1 crisis, aren't we supposed to be more hygenic? Why are we sharing costumes?"
*****someone please appreciate my design.........*****
Thank you so much, tiong ying, li lan and min jing for being my listener.. felt so much better after blurting out that!

sports day

2009-07-24T02:16:00.000-07:00

Wheeee.... it's finally sports day! gosh, i have been waiting for this day for ages.. i've got that butterflies in my stomach again (diarhoea to be exact...) even few weeks before sports day, too nervous and exited bout the marching..

1st day

7.30 am : my first acara - 5000LJK
yea, some say i'm nuts to join this event. well, i like it what, though it IS VERY VERY tiring! you should see how i pant and sweat during and after the event. suffered from muscle cramp too. but THANK GOD i didn't pengsan! and i also won a silver medal for rumah cheetah. (YAY, CHEETAHS!!) and I LOVE min jing so much for massaging my legs. She's really a master in massaging. :)

9.30 am : i changed into my St John uniform.
Actually, I had another event that time. but my legs were still in pain so i couldnt go for it. hopefully the backup went...So I went on to do stuffs with the St Johns(couldnt remember what I did. Mostly staring blankly at my sore feet I think, while they were fixing their hair. I was worried that I couldnt march well that afternoon.)

And Thanks to our 老板, we are known as the kia-su team for getting ready so early. Other marching teams weren't even in their uniform yet, and there we were, all ready to march. Hairsprays, pins, nets were all around the sickroom. It was kinda chaotic when the girls tied their hair and pinned their headgear. But there's MARY to help. I thought that I could open a shop and she could be the hairstylist. LOL.

10.30 am : Footdrill training at carpark.
Was very happy that I could still march even though my feet was hurting. I was prepared to have severe muscle aches for the rest of the week. Surprisingly, I thought that we marched quite well during the training. though there were still some imperfect areas for improvement. Maybe because of the pep-talk-crap-talk session. Did those words boost our spirits up? These words: we've trained so hard, this is the time to show our best! kept spinning in my head.

12.45 pm : Raptai (nervous and more...)
Again, we showed our kiasuness, we were the first to arrive at the indoor stadium. I was quite blur on how to march out of the stadium to the grandstand. Dunno when to give the command and stuff.. I was totally nervous about the competition. I hugged and held the hands of team members and oh, I was still nervous. Even though it's not the REAL THING yet. Later, I heard from liphin that teachers commented on us. Said our uniform was neat and tidy and the marching was quite good as well. I WAS TOTALLY AMAZED AND SPEECHLESS BY THAT! Suddenly, I have the confidence back in my soul.

1.30 pm : waiting
I hate waiting.... We were waiting for the VIPs in that damn freaking hot stadium, and yes, I was getting more nervous every moment. Kept on drinking water, just to satisfy myself.... after the raptai, we thought of ways to improve our marching. Gave final advices, especially on the timing part. We did final checking on uniform, shoe laces. Also did another round of pep-talk session.

GB's version: BB 帥不帥? 帥!

BB's version : GB 美不美? 美!
hmm, bsm was nowhere near us. couldnt do that .. so...
and our version : 能不能做到最好? 能!!!!! yay~~

GOSH arrrrr, it was really killing me!! My heart was practically flying out....people, i need your teamwork!!

2.00 pm :THE MOMENT
after GB march out, it was our turn. I tried to command as loud as possible, since they always complaint that they hardly hear my voice sometimes. My stomach hurts by pushing so much.
-we passed by the grandstand.

SQUAD PANDAAAANG KANAN!
we held our heads up, as high as we could. and i spotted lots of my friends and also CO people. they were really attractive in the orange tee. sparkling enough. the only people that i didnt see was the VIPs, except for En putit. I know that was weird, maybe because they all look so alike (VIPs have those kind of, well, VIP face)

SQUAD PANDAAAANG DEPAN!
then we belok into the grassy area and into our spot. phew!! i was relieved.
the rest of the time we spent on the grass land listening to speeches and also ikrar and the band performance.
THANK GOD no one fainted. The weather was cooling all of a sudden, i LOVE IT!
and then...........
it was time for the results of the competition.

TEMPAT KETIGA KATEGORI BADAN BERUNIFORM............... *drumrolls*

ST. JOHN AMBULANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOW! that was a susprise. It's incredible! It's unbelievable! yes, i was overjoyed and somehow turned speechless. I nudged the dreaming flag bearer to go up the grandstand together.
haha.. it was obvious that he was in a shock as well, seeing his blur expression..
I was practically trembling with happiness? when I shook hands with the dunno-whats-the-name-VIP.

I kept on smiling in my heart..you know, that kind of unexpected joy and happiness, its indescribable! It just felt so great!! XD

YAY, ST JOHNs! We did it! Have a treat!!!=P

3.30 pm : happiness was in the air!
we marched back to the indoor stadium.

*SHOUTS*
*SCREAMS*
*SHRIEKS*

this moment, its so memorable. I felt tears dropping down my face ar... too emotional.....
and there were so many smiling faces!! i love this day so so much....

Mary: it's really berbaloi to use so much hairspray and pins and everything! HAHA!!

"senge","songe","sange"people.. LOL

what did the photographer say? 蛋糕??

**happy faces**

To YOU-KNOW-WHO who said :"u guys never go for training ler, why can get third?!?!" *OUCH!* our reaction:"apunene larh, we got proof man...."

XOXO
mishale

fascinated by dead fish?

2009-07-02T02:51:00.000-07:00

the guys in my class disected this poor fish from ''mini sarawak river''-the longkang.. haha..

they just got addicted after Dr gabriel disected the white mouse i guess..

I thought that it was disgusting though, but these pics seemed cool to me, as if the fish flew and got stuck to the wall!

吸烟

2009-06-23T09:49:00.000-07:00

“小猫” 她特别反对人家吸烟，写下这东西。

有性格!

吸烟的stupid-ness

1. 浪费钱

2. 浪费时间

3. 制造臭味

4. 污染空气

5. 破坏大气层

6. 温室效应 (还嫌天气不够热, 是不是?!)

7. 危害自己的健康

8. 危害他人的健康 (要死自己死就够了, 不要害死其他人!)

9. 嫌钱太多, 捐给别人不更好?! 造福他人~

10. 惹人讨厌 (什么男人不坏, 女人不爱? 骨头道理一个! 你要被95%的女生[鄙视抽烟] 喜欢还是被5%的女生[喜欢抽烟] 喜欢, 你自己决定吧...)

做到省钱，省烟，又可以保护地球的方法：

为什么那么喜欢在别人面前抽烟呢？真不明白！花了那么多钱买了一包烟，干嘛要和别人分享你的烟？？？

在开放式的地方抽烟 = 浪费自己的钱和烟。

把自己关在一个密室里才抽烟。由于烟不容易到外面去，所以平时只能吸一次的烟就能吸上十次啦！还能在烟雾中旋转作乐，是不是世界上最幸福的事呢？何乐而不为？！ Ohoho~

If music be the food of love, PLAY ON!

2009-05-29T01:02:00.000-07:00

"If music be the food of love, play on.."

- William Shakespeare-

some pics i found....

love this background!

...and this too :)

Is this what you call classical-modern mix? the girl looks very ''classical'' to me...

and

WHAT ABOUT THIS ONE?!
WHAT ABOUT THIS ONE?!
WHAT ABOUT THIS ONE?!

WHAT ABOUT THIS ONE?!

~~ A work of Art from the artistic MIN JING ~~

can you guess what she wrote??

It's lovely, don't you think so?

well, I LOVE IT VERY VERY MUCH! :)

XOXO
mishale

just sharing the quote of Shakespeare....

choir competiton 09

2009-05-08T07:51:00.000-07:00

yeah, its time to update i guess... :)

Please watch these videos guys...

It's us in action!!! (i'm just too excited.. )

Dirgahayu Tanahairku :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AWmYcwYahBI

Look To The Rainbow :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xps_s4OvD9A

i thought that we did great, but the results didn't turned out the way we expected...

I really wonder what the judges were thinking..

ISH!! We only managed to get third this year....

Now watch these...

BL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=42mhGWa_Kq4

and..

St 3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7o4u_J2yTH4

love their english song.. =)

and..

St Mary
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QM8qJABcGuk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wveui00fUcw

actually, i love st mary's. they did great, trust me..

that's what i think..

tell me what YOU think, please? :)

:D

2009-01-23T04:50:00.000-08:00

To all the friends I know.....

I need you always,

no that’s not true.

I love you always,

I doubt that too.

The wind’s howling,

blowing out the candle,

would that be my love towards you?

Your smile is my joy,

Your tears are my grief,

Your words of comfort

are always there for me.

You never leave me, no matter

what it takes,

for you are my friend

that I will never forget.

Cupid arrow hits,

It went through my heart,

From the first time I saw you,

I know that we will never be apart.

(Poem by MJ)

~ She ROCKZ!

What Is Love???

2009-01-23T04:24:00.000-08:00

What is love?

Love is blind.

Why do people want it?

I don’t know why.

Thanks to cupid,

shooting out arrows.

Thanks to Achemedes

making people together.

Love is an emotion,

One of the most stupid one

Love is nothing but a candle light,

Brighten you up at first,

but leaving you in darkness

at last.

So, what is love for?

It is so painful.

So why, love?

Poet -MJ Lee-

Let's Celebrate!

2009-01-23T04:04:00.000-08:00

New year's around the corner..

I just wanna wish you folks out there a

Happy Chinese New Year!

Enjoy your holidays!! Dont get stressed out...

Luv ya all....

*cheers* :]

HOHOHO!

undefined feelings...

2009-01-15T03:38:00.000-08:00

Chess comp! TODAY! I was so nervous and those butterflies in my stomach were killing me!

well.. anyway, 1st round.. i was playing Black. I admit that I was very careless and made lotsa mistakes unnecessarily. *sigh* but i did managed to 'check' my opponent a few times, which made me happy enough, though she wasn't quite happy about it. I could feel the tense between me and her. haha.. anyway, in the ending of the game, somehow i managed to lost all of my pieces, which left me with a king and some pawns ONLY! i was ready to resign that moment, but i remembered my friend once told me, bring up the pawns together with the king... i tried that but somewhere in the middle my pawns were stucked or eaten. well, well, i didn't bother much but continued on moving that ''useless'' king (i've got nothing else), and my opponent was trying to promote her pwn. yikes! now then i was nervous.. and the magical moment -- all my pieces were stucked! i couldn't move anything so it was a stalemate. (though later on i was quite unsure of myself. was my last pawn there movable?!)

2nd round.. i got to play White. I tried a new opening which I wasn't really familiar with - Polish opening. I grinned when I saw the face of my opponent. She looked kinda shocked. Well, it's normal, I usually panic when I see different openings. I guess it's a chess-player-thinghy, at least to me. Then i decided to get into fianchetto, and my opponent started to play defencing instead of attaking. (making my life so difficult.....I spent so much time thinking of ways to play it) then somehow in the middle game i could just easily fork his king and queen (yea, baybeh~) :D. i guess she made mistakes somewhere. and from there, i knew that i was winning. But the bad news was that i could 'check' her but not 'checkmate' her. I don't know if it was because that I don't really know how to 'checkmate' ppl, or was it that her position of king and rook and bishop were strong. I guess both though. The time went by. and suddenly - 40 minutes were over!!!!! damn it, man... i could have won the match but i lost becoz of the time! ishhhh...... in a minute, i was so happy admiring my own position; and the other, i turned emotional..

The truth is, i wasn't satisfied with the results. not at all. I kinda regretted saying this to another friend : losing doesn't really counts, it's the heart that matters... It seems that what I said to him is what I should tell myself.

*sighzz* now I truly understand how he felt that moment he lost..........

who's that?

2009-01-10T18:59:00.000-08:00

A black standing above the white,
respected,
supported.
Far away there's also someone
who supports him as much as them.
As he is the first
black to stand above
the white.

kem padu 08

2008-12-05T11:44:00.000-08:00

A picture that we took after the Malam Kebudayaan performance...

Hey everyone! I went to this camp, Kem Padu Anak M'sia at Hutan Lipur Ulu Bendul, Negeri Sembilan from the 9th till 13th November. It was organized by the jabatan perpaduan, mainly to promote unity among nations. Stuff like that.

There, I met a lot of new friends from other places. I really missed them all...If only we could all 're-gather' one day... It's as if I've known them for years!

Even though it was only a 5-day-camp, I really enjoyed myself. On the first day, we Sarawakians boarded a flight to KL then drove to the hutan. It was lunch time then and after lunch we were told which tent to move in to. (I was in Kampung Harmoni) My tent-mates were all Chinese but from different states, Kelantan, Terengganu and Johor. I did not have a hard time talking to them. They were friendly enough! I thought that the Johor girl looked like Sonia, another friend of mine, even her voice sounded the same! ( a long lost twin sister?) Then for the rest of the day was the ice breaking session. It was kinda cool and fun. We were 'dibahagikan' into groups - my group was No.5. Each group had to come up with a logo, mission and vision. I volunteered to draw the logo for my group, but the idea of it was from another guy . I kinda like my own work though. ;D

Second day. Morning was a bore for me. We had lessons about nilai murni if I'm not mistaken. Moral lessons... like in school.... Oh gawd! I was half sleeping and half listening then, thank God I didn't get caught by all the facilitators. We learnt a dance too -chicken dance! Haha, used that as warm ups. In the afternoon, it was absolute fun and joy!!!! haha..Then, We played Flying Fox (loved that one best!) and Excelling. I didn't do so well in Excelling though, nervous broke down that time.. After that was Treasure Hunt. My group did quite well here. I kinda like the part decorating the Prince and Princess with leaves (crown) and stones(diamond rings). Hah! Its like bullying them in a way.. At night, we watched a show on Kemerdekaan. Very impressive yet very boring.

Third day. Again, morning time was boring. We had Sejarah lesson. (Kill me!) Then after that we played a game on Rukun Negara. It's kinda like musical chair. But we were immobile then, we only had to pass around some paper plates that consisted smth about RN. The ones who were holding the plates gotta answer some questions when the music stopped. I nearly got one of the plates during the first round, but thanks to my not-so-steady hand, my friend got the plate. Pity her. Ok, I admit that this is kinda lame, but its great fun actually. After some time of rest, we had this thing - Water Confident at the lake. (The lake stinks! Its greeeen ,man.)There were two obstacles to overcome, one is like swimming with life saving jacket and the other is pulling a rope while you swim along. I don't know the actual name for those games, but again it was fun. Then, it was the Obstacle Run! We had 8 stations if I'm not wrong, but I only accomplished 6 of them. Thanks to that accident! Yea..I fell down when I was playing the Monkey Bar. Its not like falling down to the ground, but I actually sank down that water(you wouldn't want to know what kind of water it is! trust me....) Somehow my hand slipped during my third try and I lost balance so down the water I went! And it's not over yet, I knocked on the wall and my feet kicked something sharp yet spongy, what on earth was that was still a mystery to me till now. The next thing I know, I swallowed the water (gross.) Luckily I didnt faint. hehe..It was quite some time until the facis pulled me up. Maybe they had the shock of their life? My friend (from Malacca) whom watched me fall said it was really scary. Owh kay? Didn't know that it was that terrifying, not as if it's a ghost story or what. But I only felt the pain after I was on land. It was really painful, seriously. Couldn't believe I just cried it out, as I told myself not to. Guess i really hurts, especially the waist. Ouch! And for the rest of the day, I was sort of alone, except for some facis but not friends around me. The facis were worried that I might have a fracture or smth so they took me to the hospital. Man... It's been so long since I've been to a hospital... Thank God I didn't have any major injuries, but it still hurts!That night, I didn't sleep with my tent mates. I slept at the urus setia place instead. I later found out that my friends spent the night practising for a dance for the Malam Kebudayaan, yet I was there resting my life. I really envied them....

The next day, after I woke up, ate my breakfast and back to sleep again. That was the most boriiiiiing day! Sleep, eat, sleep, eat, as I couldnt do much. I was really amazed at how my friends and even some that I didn't know took care of me. I even had problem walking, what more can you expect? But I did went to the Closing Ceremony. It was really interesting. and smokey. They put up fireworks, and the smoke was really attractive! Night time, I felt better and I spent my last night with my friends. Yay! They were dancing ChaCha during Mlm Kebudayaan. Too bad I couldn't dance. I admit that I was jealous of them, but I supported them in my heart anyway. I was beginning to feel better when the night comes, because of the joy and fun from my friends? Probably. I began to cheer up more. I enjoyed the shows, even tho I wasn't in it. That night, we were allowed to stay up till 1 am. We spent the time signing autographs on t shirts and on bags. It was all so fun that I forgot about my pain! Finally, I slept with my tent mates once again. I didn't care much, since it was the last night that I'll spend with them...

Last DAY!!! This day, no more activities except folding and keeping the tents. I didn't know how, but the pain was back again!I hate it! I couldn't help them with that, as all I can do is, you know - rest. Sighz... And when the bus was there, I cried! Really. It was really sad to leave them... Our flight back was the late night flight so we stopped by at Nilai to do some shopping. I didn't buy anything much though. But seeing the amount of the things both my guru pengiring and some Iban mates bought, I really laughed my way down to Kuching.. (You'll be amazed if you know about it) XD

How I wish we could stay there for just another day!.......

PS I miss ya all... :)